Inside the days

darkness is a shelter
in every human-being
to hide from the sunlight
so we can secretly cry

 

despair is a seed
in a field of Lies
to force out the tears
to water the ground

 

still I can not bare to operate
through another day
manipulate
the hours I have left

 

its pointless
its a circle
it seems to have no end
just a constant flow

 

stroke of relief
hits me when I see
how hollow
my straggle is

 

still I can not bare to operate
through another day
manipulate
the hours I have left

the automaticity of living in a herd

is freighting me

 

blindfold living 

seducing me

 

I am not mine

possessed by me

the centre 

that do not exist

 

peaceful living 

disturbing me

 

hidden feelings

enslaving me

 

I am not mine

possessed by me

the centre 

that do not exist

I dream until I fall asleep

in my bed of flesh and skin

Im awake deep inside a dream

in the kingdom of what I see

flesh and skin

 

break into my heart 

open the window

unlock the door

 

the fragile, fragile stubborn me

protecting my maze of memories 

Im fighting to sail aimlessly 

across the ocean of what I see

flesh and skin

 

break into my heart 

open the window

unlock the door

all asleep next to me

because I can’t let you see

how I feel

when I hear you breath

when I touch your skin

 

I feel the strong wind taking me high

flying thru the city beyond space and time 

I feel the burning fire in the sky 

it keeps me running thru a peaceful night

 

inside the days

behind the nights

you are talking to me

constantly

I hear and forget

missing what I have

 

I miss the strong wind taking me high

flying thru the city beyond space and time 

I miss the burning fire in the sky 

keeps me running thru a peaceful night

I could not stop 

it was so beautiful 

 

I could not get enough 

it was so beautiful 

 

I need to take him

 back home

step by step I walk with him

until he is done

 

proud, tired

and exposed

standing empty and alone

 

sit here

your not allowed to move anywhere

wait for the sign

to let you start breathing in the air 

 

I have to push him 

down the hole  

drag him by his feet

until the break of dawn

 

proud, tired

and exposed

standing empty and alone

 

sit here

your not allowed to move anywhere

wait for the sign

to let you start breathing in the air

keep on pushing

 until it breaks

this room is too small

outside heavy rains

 

take me outside 

to see the star

that shines like a mountain 

in his shade I can hide

escape from the colors 

 

keep on pushing

 until it breaks

this room is too small

outside heavy rains

 

take me outside

leave me no choice

so I can listen to your voice

listen to every sound

write down every word

 

this road goes cross a field

at the end of the night

searching for a place

for a place to hide

 

keep on pushing

 until it breaks

not knowing myself keeps me alive

stranger in my home

intruder in a land of my own

 

will I ever know

silent clouds above my head

feather light mountains vanish when I stare

 

cease to be 

start again

on another plain 

a word in a song

footprints in the sand

a stone in your hand

 

force me

make me stop

I am watching me from afar

holding on my distant star

 

 cease to be 

start again

on another plain

a word in a song

dry land in the rain

light in your way

see my soul

 

save my sorrow

 

hold to let go

 

reach to dissolve